I can\’t believe it is already December 4, 2011. Only 27 days left in 2011. It sure has flown. You know. One of the things that has really bugged me the last 44 1/2 years of my life is my negativity and procrastination. I have been so down lately because I constantly am finding theContinue reading “Where does the time go?”
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Thoughts
You know, one thing at work that they do every year is have a survey of employees to see how they think the company is doing and as employees, how we are being treated. One of the questions these last two years has been, \”do you have a best friend at work\”. I can 100%Continue reading “Thoughts”
Gotta get my act together…
God is really working on me lately. I have been going to counseling and also to Overeaters Anonymous. I went down to the gym at the hotel on Monday and rode an exercise bike for 15 minutes and yesterday I walked on the treadmill for 23 minutes. It felt good to be able to doContinue reading “Gotta get my act together…”
Feeling Needed
I don\’t know if you are familiar with Ruby? She is a lady who was over 700 pounds and has a show on Style Network. She is down to the 300 pounds but she is gaining some weight back. This is the first season that I have been able to watch because I didn\’t haveContinue reading “Feeling Needed”
Yucky Feelings
Okay, so I got up this morning very late and was extremely tired. I took one of my muscle relaxers because my back has been bothering me a little. It obviously has not left my system yet. I am still sitting here are 11am and am still very tired. I kind of had an outfitContinue reading “Yucky Feelings”
Insight
Okay, I have been working with a counselor for the last couple of months. I really like him because he is not just focusing on one area of my obesity. He is digging deep and trying to help me with the lies that I have learned over the years. Most nights I end up crying.Continue reading “Insight”
Talk about prayers answered
Tomorrow is the weigh-in for a program that Lori suggested that she, Polly, Crystal and I join. It is another 10 week program. Okay, Lord, you have given me yet another chance to lose this weight. This time it isn\’t all about me. There are 3 other women who will be affected by my choicesContinue reading “Talk about prayers answered”
Opportunities
Okay, here is what has been going on. The Biggest Loser started back in January and finished last night. I went to exactly 2 weeks worth of classes. We started the \”Biggest Winner\” at work 2 weeks ago, I have gained 3 pounds. Lori came to me yesterday at church and said that she wantedContinue reading “Opportunities”
UUUUGGGGGHHHHHH
Okay, you are probably wondering why I titled this post the way I did. Well, I don\’t know why I continue to sabotage myself. I am so frustrated!!! God continues to give me openings and direction to lose this weight and I continue to say, \”thanks but no thanks\”. I have not totally gone overboardContinue reading “UUUUGGGGGHHHHHH”
Bi-Monthly Blessings List
B.J. mentioned that she would like to see my blessing\’s list so I have decided to post the ones from the last 2 weeks. I will try to do this every couple of weeks. Here they are… January 1, 2011Lori and Megan encouraged and challenged me to write a blessing of the day down everyContinue reading “Bi-Monthly Blessings List”